• There is a good possibility that I will be renting a small studio space around the corner at the Church of the Covenant, which hosts quite a few artists in their large building! I’m very excited about the idea of being able to have a cat-free space to work and play. I’ll post photos if it happens. Elizabeth went with me to check out some rooms and prices for rental for guild events. It’s all her fault if it happens. Blame her, not me. Then we went to Boba House for lunch, where I snapped this nice shadow:

    Work is fine so far. Hitting the RESET button has been helpful. My friend Anne walked with me through the Special Collections and Archives part of the library and introduced me to a few people. My class begins Monday night.

    Sandy and I took a walk at Guilford Courthouse National Military Park here in Greensboro on Sunday. It has a lot of trails, paved and unpaved, and adjoins a city park with a small lake. I love the texture and color at the bottom of this monument to Peter Francisco, a Revolutionary War hero.


    Winter is here at last.

  • I’m not doing the resolution thing today because I make resolutions all year long. But one day before Christmas, my co-workers and I were discussing the toxic atmosphere that has formed in our workplace, with people making huge problems out of little ones and being disrespectful and rude and making assumptions that aren’t true and then talking about those assumptions with other people who don’t know what the truth is and anger at the whole situation…ah jeez. I need to stop thinking about this. Back to my point, a friend and co-worker of mine suggested that as a group we need to hit the reset button.

    So that’s my theme for the year. RESET. I recall the best piece of advice I ever got in therapy, which was nearly worth the price of the session: Concentrate on what you can control, and let what you can’t control go. I can’t force others to hit the reset button, but I don’t have to participate in the drama. I’m hitting my reset button and moving forward with a clean slate. The next few months at work are my busiest of the year, and I ain’t got time for that shit.

    Here’s what I look forward to in the coming year.

    On January 11, classes begin and I am exploring the idea of getting a Masters in Library and Information Studies degree by taking the first core class through a non-degree program UNCG offers called Visions. I have registered for an online seminar in virtual communities during the second summer session. After taking these two classes I’ll make a decision whether to apply for the MLIS. The pluses are that it will cost me next to nothing because UNCG pays for three courses per year as part of my employee benefits. I won’t have to take the GRE because I already have a graduate degree. All classes are offered online or in the evenings, so I won’t have to worry about taking classes during work hours like I did with my studio art degree. The biggest plus, however, is that I have considered this for a long time because I am genuinely interested in the subject. The con is that the job market is saturated, and I’m not interested in working in K-12 schools. However, I’ll be close enough to retirement by the time I finish that maybe I’ll be able to get a part-time job OR maybe I’ll get lucky and find the career of my dreams in special collections and rare books. You can’t achieve the dream unless you try. So I don’t see that I have anything to lose.

    In mid-February Susanne and I are going to take a three day bookbinding workshop with one of my favorite artists, Dan Essig. This will be the fourth class I’ve taken with Dan and Susanne’s first. Pocosin Arts is on the North Carolina coast on the Scuppernong River near the Albemarle Sound and Susanne has friends that are going to put us up for free. By mid-February I’m sure that I will appreciate a creative break from work.

    We haven’t settled the dates and exact plans yet, but Sandy and I are taking a long vacation in May to explore the Pacific Northwest. Mostly Oregon, but Sandy is talking about a few other ideas. We have reserved Pam’s cabin for her May tapestry retreat so that hopefully I’ll get to see some of the Divines again, and I want Sandy to experience the specialness of the place on the cliff overlooking the Pacific. We’ll rent a car and drive down the coast and see Crater Lake National Park and drive back up and spend a day or two in Portland, OR NOT. Who knows. We might fly to Chicago and then take Amtrak to Portland. The only parts I know for sure is that we have a credit with Southwest Airlines to spend before June 1 and we are staying at Pam’s cabin for one weekend.

    After May, other than the online class, who knows. Convergence is in Milwaukee in early August, and I’ve considered going even though I wasn’t able to get into the tapestry workshop I wanted. I’m going to submit a small format tapestry to the ATA unjuried show there, but I don’t have to be there – they will send me a catalog of the show.

    There is a Tapestry Weavers South tapestry retreat on a Georgia sea island in October. I planned to go when the date was set in September, but then they moved the date to a time that is busy for me at work. This was a real disappointment because I was very excited about it and I hoped to have Pam fly out here and drive to the retreat with her. Oh well, that is ten months away. Who knows what might happen before then.

    Okay, back to weaving Cathedral!

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  • 2015 was a very full year. Although I feel like I didn’t blog that much, I realize that I did write about the big events, and as usual, found that there were more of those than I realized. We traveled a LOT.

    From January to March, I wrestled with my new-to-me Shannock tapestry loom until I finally got a warp on it, although I would struggle with it and rewarp it several times. I began weaving a tapestry based on a photograph I took in 2006 while lying in a hammock under one of my very favorite trees, a large bald cypress at Lake Waccamaw that I played under when I was a baby. This tree carries a lot of memories and meaning for me. When the sun shone through its large Spanish moss laden canopy and reflected off the lake that day, I knew that it was going to be the subject of a special artwork for me one day. I reworked the photo repeatedly in Photoshop, cut it up and pieced it back together in different ways, and thought about interpreting it in fabric collage or in acrylics or oils. It was taped to my closet door for years as I considered it.

    Finally I began weaving it, deciding to interpret it through the blending of different colors of wool singles. It felt good, it felt right. The warp tension is god-awful, but I finally had to begin weaving or go crazy. I’ve made adjustments along the way and I think that it will be fine in the end. I know what not to do next time. Part of the problem was that I enjoyed weaving on my front porch in nice weather, and carrying the loom back and forth made the tension problems worse. Now I have it set up in my studio, which is what half of the front room became this year. The cats don’t bother it because I booby-trapped it with things that fell down and made a clatter in the beginning, but they will steal my yarn if I am not careful.



    April brought an unexpected and amazing opportunity to study with Archie Brennan and Susan Maffei at Pam’s cabin near Cannon Beach, Oregon.

    In May Sandy and I took that trip to Cahokia Mounds and St. Louis that we canceled last year when Mama was sick. We had loads of fun exploring St. Louis, including the zoo and the City Museum. There are not enough photos in the world to represent the City Museum. Funhouse and art. Ten story indoor slide. Cave tunnels. Ferris wheel and more slides on the rooftop.


    Then, because this was the trip we planned and paid for first, Susanne Martin and I went back to Oregon in June for ten days to study with Pam Patrie at her cabin, explore the area, and attend Focus on Book Arts in Forest Grove, Oregon where the three of us took a great map and bookmaking workshop with Jill Berry. It was one of the most enjoyable workshops I’ve ever had, and I made some new friends on both trips. I was able to explore a little more this time, since Susanne and I rented a car. We went to Ecola State Park, Lewis and Clark National Park in Astoria, and drove down Hwy 101 to Manzanita.


    In between all this traveling, I was trying my best not to think about the gargantuan task in Marietta of cleaning out my mother’s home. At the time it seemed that we would be lucky if we ever sold it and so had all the time in the world, and my sister and her husband had just bought a house at Lake Waccamaw, so she was retired and was close to Marietta and took on the bulk of the work, driving down there to make repairs and improvements and take loads to the charity store and the dumpster each time. Then we got an offer on the house. An extremely low offer, but as is. Our friends from down there advised us to take it, and we did. But I still had a lot of traveling scheduled, including a weeklong class at Arrowmont that they were kind enough to issue me a gift certificate from 2014 when my mother died when I was there.

    The class was Site Specific Weaving, and it was a hot muggy week in Gatlinburg, Tennessee, and I chose that Monday to fall apart. However, later I did get it together enough, despite a lot of pain, to get some good work done. My installation was simple, but considering I came up with it and did it in about 24 hours, I was pleased. I started a tapestry, “Migraine Day,” that I hope will become a part of something bigger in 2016. I also came home with TMJ and neck and shoulder problems that I am still not quite done with, but I’m much much much better than I was.

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    In September, we went to Colorado for a week to celebrate my cousin’s birthday and do some more exploring. We went ziplining (or rather, my husband, my cousin, and my 87 year old aunt did, I wimped out), drove through Rocky Mountain National Park on our way to Dinosaur National Monument, then came back to visit the Denver Art Museum with my aunt, where we were able to see the new textile gallery with an impressive tapestry exhibition.

    Then I had to concentrate on getting the house ready for closing with my sister. The whole family and my good friend JQ helped pack boxes, load trucks with furniture, make runs to the dumpster, and clean. In the end we left a lot behind, simply because no one had any more room and the new owner told us that she didn’t mind. I don’t even want to know what she got rid of and replaced. It broke my heart, even though I absolutely know that it was the right decision on a practical level. The sale was, and still is, incredibly screwed up. Hopefully it will all be over soon. I’m starting to heal just by being able to put it behind me.

    Sandy and I went to Asheville for a weekend in October where I made books with Karen Hardy and some very fine bookbinders at Asheville Bookworks, in a workshop exploring the binding techniques of Hedi Kyle. We found a cheap place to stay through AirBNB, which I hope will make it easier for us to make more trips to that area.

    We said a sad goodbye to Miss Lucy just before Christmas. She was twelve years old. I’ll never chop broccoli again without expecting her to come around the corner asking for a handout.

    Throughout much of this, I was able to spend precious time with my sister Lisa, who is enjoying retirement at Lake Waccamaw in a lovely small house in easy walking (or swimming) distance from the bald cypress tree at my cousin’s house in the photo at the beginning of this 2015 wrap-up. I don’t know how I would have gotten through this year without my sister. I love her so much.

    It was a much better and busier year that I had realized. No wonder I was so exhausted! Tomorrow, I look ahead.

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    Oh my, I am tired of blogging on this Kindle. I need a keyboard. I will commandeer Sandy’s computer while he is at work tomorrow for the last post of 2015.

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    Therese, Pablocito, and me

    Therese and I had lunch at Crafted the Art of the Taco today. Of course I had fish tacos, two ways. I recommend the “Bowtie.” Did a little tapestry weaving and a lot of loafing. Sandy and I went to a used bookstore where we have a lot of credit. I did good and didn’t bring any books home.

  • Finally found a local pasture-raised pork producer that sells a small smoked ham. I baked it yesterday and it was WAY too salty. So I soaked some navy beans and made soup tonight with half of the ham, navy beans, onion, garlic, half a jar of spaghetti sauce, and chicken broth. The ham salted the rest of the soup and I only needed to add some black pepper.

    It was a good day today despite more rain. I could get used to being a homebody, except that I learned the hard way that in my case it can lead to agoraphobia. I don’t need to get too comfortable in my cocoon. But I gotta tell ya, I feel so much better than I did a week ago.

    Received the syllabus from my professor and ordered my textbook. I’m getting excited about going back to school again! Well, not for work, you know. But, class, YAY!

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    I’m very happy to report that after months of simply not being able to make myself weave “Cathedral” I am in the studio enjoying it very much.

    However, my laptop is pretty much kaput. I’m blogging on my Kindle now, which I am not fond of doing, but I want to finish my project of blogging each day in December, and doing my year end post. Won’t be easy!

  • I may not be able to continue posting every day. My laptop is doing bizarre and uncomfortable things.

    Anyway, here’s part of what I did today.

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    Repairing a huge braided wool rug that we bought for only ten bucks at a church rummage sale a few years ago. The only catch was it was coming apart at the seams. At the time I thought I’d repair it after I recovered from my hand surgery. Better late than never. It was one of the best deals I ever found. It was absolutely clean so I suspect that it started coming apart after they cleaned it and whoever it was decided to sell it cheap rather than repair it. I did a little research and this rug would retail around $900 on the low end.

  • I’m just going to ramble on for a little while here.

    I will finish weaving “Migraine Day” today, but I’ve decided to experiment with this piece and make it part of a bigger piece about perception with stitching. It will remain on the loom for a while because I’m going to use the other side to weave another small tapestry. But first I’m going to work on my larger tapestry, “Cathedral,” for a while.

    Parsley for us, catnip for the boys. Santa visited last night and left new mousie toys for the boys, which was a big hit for Diego and Pablo. Theo enjoyed the catnip but ignored the toys. He’d rather be entertained by watching the younger toms.

    The parsley went into a corn “chowder” – really a bisque because I didn’t thicken it with flour or cornstarch. Normally I put clams in it but the mister is suffering with gout this week so I made it special by using the frozen corn that I bought from Rudd Farm this summer.

    Sandy is working today. He volunteered so that others could take the day off, since he knew that I was opting out of Christmas this year. Sort of. He is working on New Year’s Day also.

    Opting out, sort of, has been a mixed bag of feelings. I feel a little guilty, although the rational side of my brain says, “NO NO NO NO NO, don’t feel guilty!” I didn’t send Christmas cards, although I’ve been backing off of that for years. I didn’t decorate AT ALL this year. Normally I at least put up some lights and a tabletop tree. I didn’t buy many presents. That, too, is normal for me now. Sandy and I are going to buy a fire pit for our Christmas present after Christmas. I’ve donated the money I would have spent to several different charities, including one to help refugees in the Middle East.

    Still, that is definitely my mother I hear in my head. “Oh, LAAH-ree!” Heavy sigh. I can see her shaking her head in disbelief.

    It is wet and warm today, so my original plan to spend a cozy day in the studio with the woodstove going and a teapot with cloves and cinnamon on top has changed. I’ll put the teapot on the stove in the kitchen and turn on the ceiling fan. Many folks around here have thrown open their windows. I might open the doors.

    My heart goes out to my friends who have lost loved ones this holiday season, as well as those who lost their homes in the tornadoes yesterday.

    We will probably go to a neighbor’s potluck Christmas dinner across the street tonight. I’ll make an asparagus casserole.

    In the meantime, I’m back in the studio. And that’s a good thing.

    Was just reminded of this song – I like this version by Jackson Browne with the lyrics.

    And this album:

  • The next eleven days are reserved for Ms. Laurie O’Neill.

    Like much of the country, we are having usually high temperatures and lots of rain. These fog photos are from yesterday. The first one is probably as religious as I can get. I was definitely inspired by the symbolism when I took it.

    I photograph these crabapple trees a lot, because I pass them twice a day and they are friends now.


    Another old friend, the willow oak on the left. Perhaps the last of its age. There used to be several this age around campus and the neighborhood.