slowly she turned

Living the Slow life in North Carolina

recent posts

about

About Me

  • I’ll be damned.

    I had decided long ago to stop trying to be a food journalist blogger, but this deserves a mention.

    Wal-Mart Move ‘TIpping Point’ for Driving Monsanto’s Bovine Growth Hormone off the Market

    I don’t know what to say. I’d like to say, “Woo hoo, go Wal-Mart!” but my throat closes up and I get dizzy.

    Jeez, it’s like Predator Meets Alien, right? Maybe the only corporation evil and big enough to meet Monsatan in the ring is Voldemart. Seriously, I am stunned. There has GOT to be a catch.

    And I’m sitting here trying to lower my adrenalin from a very, very busy week at work. Can’t tell you just how nice to was to wrap most of the important stuff up and sit on the back deck with a book! I finished The Memory of Old Jack by Wendell Berry this week, and started What We Keep by Elizabeth Berg.

    I’ve fallen in love with Wendell Berry’s novels after being an admirer of his nonfiction and poetry. Now I’m trying to go through his fiction from the beginning, because I am so interested in the lives of his characters. They remind me of my older relatives and to some extent of my childhood in tobacco farming country, when there were general stores with woodstoves and hoop cheese and somehow we managed to survive without Wal-Marts and K-Marts just fine, imagine that! That’s one reason that it’s so easy for me to boycott Wal-Mart – I know that it’s possible. It baffles me when people claim that they can’t.

    The cherry trees in the front have exploded with pinkish white blossoms and standing under them looking up fills me up with joy.

    I took down and put away the row covers this week, and I’m looking forward to taking down the greenhouse, maybe on Sunday. It was close to 80 today but the high on Sunday is supposed to be only in the forties. The Back Forty is looking better and better and I’ll try to take photos this weekend.

    Today a -ahem- younger person asked me if I had plans for the weekend, and said that he was sorry when I said that I didn’t. (Actually, I have, but he wouldn’t have been interested.) I told him that I had reached the age – good God, y’all – that I had reached the age when I think having no plans for the weekend is a good thing. I really didn’t think that when I started typing that that it would sound so…well, anyway.

    I’m going to weave now.

  • So, I’m sitting here thinking about how happy I am, and I’ve got this bite guard in my mouth that makes me look like Jerry Lewis, and I’m thinking about how I hope that my 3 day old toothache is from clenching my teeth, because the last time my teeth hurt like this that’s what it was, and I just had my teeth cleaned and examined a month ago, and I’m thinking that it would be really weird if I am clenching my teeth when I’m so happy right now.

    Last night, after I wove my little ATC, I went on a cooking jag and made lasagna with zucchini and leeks and fennel and garlic pine nuts and marinated sauted tempeh. The tomato sauce was bottled, but organic, and I used organic ricotta and unorganic mozzarella and parmigiano. I didn’t taste it because I was not hungry. Then I had lasagna noodles left over, so I cut them up and went out to the Back Forty in the dark and gathered a few leaves of ruby chard and Siberian kale and rosemary and thyme and parsley, chopped up another leek and garlic, sauteed them in some olive oil and added the noodles and a couple of boxes of organic chicken broth. I sipped it and it was okay last night but will probably be better on standing and I can add whatever. I divided both dishes up into portions and froze most of it.

    Tonight I tasted the lasagna and oh my god. It was totally wonderful and I don’t even know if I can reproduce it. I really did not expect it to be so good because I’m not usually crazy about veggie lasagna, but I wanted to use some zucchini from my freezer. I think that it could have been the red wine/olive oil/soy sauce/garlic marinade from the tempeh that I poured over everything in the saute pan. It was really awful wine too, leftover from the reenactment last weekend, saved in a soda bottle and brought home by my dear husband. I took it out of the fridge and thought, uh, what the hell, I’ll throw it in the marinade.

    And tonight I wove another little weaving, and I’m really happy right now, even though I look like Jerry Lewis and I might be going to the dentist tomorrow.

  • “By the Sea” tapestry ATC and pins

    My goal today was to complete a woven artist trading card, and I achieved that goal! Well, almost. I have to put a backing on it, but I think that I’m going to wait until I get about half a dozen woven and back all of them at the same time.

    Earlier this month, I wove two other little tapestries which I meant to be artist trading cards, but the size was not quite right. The only two restrictions for an artist trading card is that it can’t be sold and it must be 2 1/2 by 3 1/2 inches. Think baseball card. So those two will be pins. When I hit the size right, it will be an ATC, and when I don’t, it will be a pin.

    The theme of Art & Soul is “By the Sea.” From what I understand, most of the attendees carry with them lots of little handcrafted goodies to trade. I’m weaving these tapesties on little cardboard squares, and they are doing double duty – they will be trades and they are studies for my next tapestry bag.

    Weaving these little tapestries is one of the most relaxing things I’ve done for a long time, and it is so easy. Taking photos of the little weavings, not!!!!! Also, I planned to do a lot of beading on my collages and art quilts and fabric journals and weavings. I might need to get my bifocals first – it is definitely ten times harder than it used to be to thread a needle and poke it through those tiny little holes. So, to recap, weaving = fun! Photography and beading = frustration.

  • Jim Dollar inspires me, again.

    After the 9:20 service this morning (at which Joyce joined me, yay!), I spoke to Jim Dollar and told him that part of the reason I haven’t been coming to the services is that I can get his sermons and thoughts on the Internet. There are other reasons: the main one is that I get up at my normal time and there is just enough time to get involved in some project, and before I know it it’s 9:45 or 10 a.m. I told him that I was happy and in serious art mode.

    His response was “Good, I don’t want to see you back here for, oh, about two years!”

    Much different that my mother’s philosophy, which is basically, you’re not a good person if you don’t attend church every Sunday, or you’re missing out on any kind of spiritual “redemption.”

    Jim’s Flickr site is wonderful. Besides his stunning photography, he writes his brand of thought-provoking philosophy in the comments. The link is http://www.flickr.com/photos/jimdollar/.

    And his sermons (AKA monologues) and thoughts are blogged at Loose Change, Too.

    Maybe I should make a category here just for the posts that are inspired by Jim!

  • Back Forty update


    Yesterday I switched my plans a bit, just like always. When I went out on my errands and saw what a gawjuss day it was, I knew that I had to get out in the Back Forty. I hauled all the cardboard out of the studio and got to work on mulching the paths. It is such a relief to see floor space in the studio again. Maybe I’ll actually move back out there now. It will be nice to not have to listen to Guido squawling and pawing at the door of the Happy Room!

    Anyway, I took some before photos this morning. When I don’t, I always wish that I did later when it looks beautiful.

    I’ll put wood chip mulch over the cardboard for now, but the ultimate goal is to put down fieldstone and finish out the side path, extend it out to a little patio area in the middle, and continue up the path to the studio door.

    I still have a lot to do today, and I can’t believe that I didn’t have enough cardboard to do the worst path. I’ll be trashpicking and hauling boxes home from work again, I guess.

    There mi-i-i-ght be enough lettuce here for a baby salad, when combined with the claytonia. It was too hot in the greenhouse this winter for the most part.

    These are the “winter” beds. They get sun only in the winter, and now are sprouting turnips, peas, a variety of mustards, spinach, and arugula. Claytonia, sorrel and parsley is established here, as well as chard from last year. I’m letting the Tuscan kale and brussels sprouts go to seed.


    ^^ Still lots to do.

    Top: The “fertile crescent” where I keep my most frequently used culinary herbs for a quick dash out in the middle of a kitchen inspiration. This year there are purple artichokes growing there too. Bottom: Bee balm, lamb’s ears, yarrow, yellow lilies, Red Nanking cherry bush, maybe one cardoon (the others perished during the winter), daffodils, and a fabulous French hydrangea.

    Mama Kitty, my constant companion in the garden, is Squirt’s feral mother. She is much more trusting than she used to be.

  • Think about this.

    Substitute any dream for the word “artist”…

    “Give yourself permission to be a beginner. By being willing to be a bad artist, you have a chance to be an artist, and perhaps, over time, a very good one.

    “When I make this point in teaching, I am met by instant, defensive hostility: ‘But do you know how old I will be by the time I learn to really play the piano/act/paint/write a decent play?’

    “Yes . . . the same age you will be if you don’t.

    “So let’s start.”

    ~Julia Cameron, The Artist’s Way

  • Good Friday morning coffee pot post

    I almost typed in Saturday. I have a three day weekend!

    I had a good week. It was very busy at work, but in a satisfying way. Next week will probably be full of mail merges and paperwork. We have a new receptionist who has a warm personality and seems to be very secure and competent. And doesn’t seem to have any underlying paranoia, thank God!

    I met a new friend at Fishbones on Tuesday for a drink and one of their fabulous burritos. She and I have a whole lot in common, personality-wise and art-wise and I think that we share some of the same priorities in life. Such as, she says that she will only go out once during the week because she has too much fun stuff to do at home. :-D

    Then yesterday I met Charlie at Boba House for lunch, ate garlicky “chicken,” laughed a lot, and caught up on life. We were very used to being in frequent contact when he was my professor, mentor, and co-leader in Slow Food. Now being just friends is great, but I miss talking to him – he and I both stay busy. He was thrilled about my new car, since he was the one who suggested the Honda Fit with much enthusiasm. He is talking about writing a book – two books, actually – one about his WWOOF experiences (Willing Workers on Organic Farms) and one more general to his interests in permaculture and Slow Food and sustainable agriculture. He and Debby are spending one month at Spannocchia this fall and another six weeks as WWOOF workers on an island farm in Greece!

    Other than that, I’ve been working on weaving the bottom of a new tapestry box, which is repetitively soothing to me, but also the most boring part of the process. It is perfect for listening to audiobooks or watching a movie, although I wouldn’t suggest one with subtitles. That’s what I did last night, though, wove while I watched a very strange dark, dark French comedy called Delicatessen. I appreciated the sweet clown comedy (having once entertained that notion when I was 17-19 years old) but the rest is very surrealistic and twisted. I guess I liked it – just found the overall plot of cannibalism to be a little much!

    I also came up with a woven tapestry pin that I can give away at Art and Soul and I’m having fun doing them, so I’ll work on weaving lots of them instead of the labyrinth tapestry for a while. Meanwhile they will give me ideas for larger tapestries.

    Okay, the rest of this will be planning my weekend, so if you’ve stayed with me this far, you may want to cut out.

    Today, go to Deep Roots and Pet Smart to get non-farmer’s market items. Clean the kitchen and floors. Soak dried beans for chili. Take the seedlings out for a sun bath and water the greenhouse. Weave and listen to podcasts in the evening, as usual.

    Tomorrow, go to Farmer’s Market and Lowes. Buy mulch for paths. Important: get Sandy to haul them for me so that I don’t hurt my elbow! Get the cardboard out of the studio for the paths and get to work before the weeds take over! Plant more carrots and beets, since the moon is right for root vegetables. Bring the seedlings back in. Make chili.

    Easter Sunday: maybe go to church. I don’t think that I’ve heard the Sojourners Easter service yet. It will probably be very interesting. Do laundry and clean the bathroom. Spend the rest of the day weaving and drawing and playing and watching movies with Sandy. Cook another stew or soup or big dish like lasagna to eat for the week.

  • Joyce asked me about the “Sojourners” service. It is at 9:20 at the Presbyterian Church of the Covenant on Mendenhall St. near UNCG and Greensboro College. Here’s an excerpt from Jim Dollar’s last post on his blog, where he posts his sermons and thoughts. If this appeals to you, you would love this service. All of it is good and it was hard to choose an excerpt, so I chose a part that relates to how this group is attempting to grow as a community. You’ll find the whole thing at Loose Change, Too.

    My wish for us all is to know what is important, to know what truly needs to be done, and to have what it takes to do it. For me, this kind of knowing is part of my idea of “the dynamic core” around which we coalesce and out of which we live. The other part of that dynamic core is being aligned, inner and outer, so that what is “deepest, best and truest” about us is reflected, expressed, in how we live our lives, in living the life that is ours to live (and not the life society, or the church, or our parents tells us to live). The right kind of community helps us find and live out of this dynamic core (dynamic because it is not static, but changing, fluid, evolving).

    I think the right kind of community does this by engaging us in conversation about the things that matter. It listens us to the truth of our being. By helping us say what is important, it helps us see what is important, and helps us live toward what is important. If it is important, we will have to live toward it, around obstacles and through resistance. Knowing what is important puts us on a path to what is important. The right kind of community, then, gives us ourselves.

    On the way to ourselves, I would say to you: be alert to happenstance. That’s my best advice. When you happen upon something special, know it. Be alert to it, aware of it. Sit with it for a while. Take the time to relish the experience, to cherish the moment, because it is passing.

  • I’m trying to think of a good name for my car. I always think that it’s a good idea to name my cars, but the names never stick. Yesterday my sister and I were trying to come up with names and I said that I should name it Italy since it was bought with the money I saved to go to Italy.

    Lisa thought that I should name it the Italian word for purple, which seems like a great idea, but I doubt that I would really call it violetto or porpora.

    Maybe “Little Italy” or “the Grape” or “the Eggplant” or “Ping Tung?” It’s either a boy or asexual, I can’t see a girly name for this car. Maybe Fredrico or Luciano? I already have a cat named Guido.

    I’ll check out a Fellini movie this week and see if I can get some inspiration.

    I broke it in very well this weekend though, driving it about 400 miles in good weather on four-lane highways, busy interstates, little back roads, extremely heavy rain, and at night. I’d say that I’m pretty comfortable driving it now.

  • Nuts. I hoped that the printer/scanner would work after unplugging it and hooking it up to a different computer. But no. Do you remember that Kids in the Hall episode when the car won’t crank and they try “everything,” kicking the tires, painting the car…we used to do that to our lawnmower as a joke until we finally just got rid of the lawn and the mower. Seemed easier.

    So I’m going to my mother’s house tomorrow where a treasure trove of old photos and documents await me but I don’t have a working scanner. I guess my next scanning session will have to wait for next time. When I hope to have a new Epson printer/scanner.

    The good news is, other than that I’ll be driving my new purple Honda Fit for the Very First Time, all by my little lonesome, with James Brown and Lyle Lovett and his Large Band and old kick-ass k d lang turned wide open, is that I talked to my sister tonight who is flat out thrilled that I’m going down there and who might join me tomorrow night. I’ll have all day for some quality time with Mama (plus she says she has a list of things for me to do – ulp) then I’ll get to see my sister too!

    Predictably, my mother was horrified when I told her that I had bought a purple car, but I was ready for it and said “Why can’t I have a fun car? I’m an artist!” She didn’t like it but she couldn’t argue with that. My mother has spent her life terrified that I am about to embarrass her, but I think that I’ve only done it a few times, really. I think that I should do it some more. Be good for both of us.

    Anyway, I think that she mostly wants me to put in a garden for her, which I’ll be glad to do as long as I can dodge the fire ants.

    Tonight I’m going to watch a movie that Sandy rented with Daniel Craig in it. He asked, “Do you know who Daniel Craig is?” Duh, yes. “You know he looks kind of rugged, played the last James Bond? Do you like him?” Ummmmm. My husband does not know my inner thoughts at all, apparently. So I get some eye candy tonight. Plus a new friend of mine has a killer photo of Johnny on her flickr site and it is now wallpaper on the laptop, thank you dear friend.

    Yes, I’m working on the labyrinth tapestry, the new tapestry box, and some small cardboard weavings destined to be either artist trading cards or pins. I’m not too busy drooling over manly hunks to get some artwork done.

    Oh, and I’ll mail out the seeds to everyone who sent me their address in the morning. It was fun so maybe I’ll do some more giveaways.